Painting Constellations by Katherine Ace
I was going to write about peace, so, well, I will. Inner peace I have none at the moment, my heart feels like a desolate waste land. Being who I am, I love very deeply and passionately, I am true, honest and loyal. I am a very considerate person and I always try and do unto others as I would have them do unto me. That phrase causes me much distress as it doesn’t always go both ways. I feel so betrayed, and so deeply wounded. I choose people to give my trust to that do not hold it as sacred. Today I feel that I do not trust myself and I do not trust my choices.
I feel like a fool, and worst, I feel like a wounded fool.
I probably will regret sharing this but I just have to get this out of me any way I can. You can only imagine what I might be referring to but if you follow my blog you will figure it out. I know that everything happens for a reason and that my heartbreak must be my responsibility but OUCH…it really, really hurts. I feel as devastated as when when best friend died. I have such awesome friends here and I apologize in advance for veering from my positive, spiritual course but I know also that I will get some much needed support by expressing honestly my feelings.
Any spare love or positive energy you can send this wounded butterfly is much appreciated.
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