Wow, wow, wow, it has really been a year. For me it was an extraordinary year of experience, and growth. A year ago I was still in Louisiana preparing for the move to Arizona. Since then I loaded the U Haul and pulled a car across three states, a venture I undertook alone knowing it was just something I had to do. I was terrified but I dug deep for courage and did it anyway. I wasn’t afraid of living elsewhere, I did not like living in Louisiana but the drive alone, that frightened me. But I had lots of love and support, my Mom, you guys, my friends, the angels….I made it and I was so proud of myself. Many of you remember this and were with me. Crossing New Mexico was a real spiritual experience, it changed me, I have felt expanded since then, not that I haven’t had my lows. I digress.
Then of course this year I was surprised by falling madly in love for the first time in twenty years. Yes that long. That was magical, that pretty much sums it up. He awakened the goddess within me, changed me forever in such a positive way. Then as you may or may not know, he was gone, completely and forever. OMG, what a shock that was, I dropped from an extreme high, to an extreme low. I was devastated, but I was determined to transform that. I sought out Abraham Hicks as I had observed prior her talks helped me to transform impressions. She had cheered me up prior. Through Abraham I discovered how to really be empowered by my feeling choices, using gratitude. I really got to understand gratitude this year. I endeavor to be in gratitude all the time. I slip sometimes into old ways. Even when my lover left, I feel to a victim mentality, for a minute, (more like the time it took for the gratitude to kick in.) Then with gratitude I realized the many gifts and blessings he had given me, and I just couldn’t be anything but empowered. I have had my moments of feeling lonely but I really trust if I allow and align all my hearts desires are right there. They are right there.
I did very well in school last year despite myself. I could have applied myself more but I made the Dean’s List for the last three semesters in a row. Now I am changing schools and will be attending a local community college. I did not test well in Math and so I have to take Math 4 days a week, but that’s all good too. It is something that I have not conquered in my life and now I am going to have the opportunity to do that. Careful what you wish for folks, I was kind of thinking I wanted to go to school longer than two more years, and I get my wish. I have a guidance counsellor helping me toward my degree plan at Arizona State University, where I plan to get my degree in Education. As it turns out I get to go to school longer. Lol But I am good with that.
I am making new friends finally and that is a real blessing. A lot of positive change and I really feel that it is because I search to stay in a “high flying” feeling, mainly gratitude, which allows us to align with our vortex (as she calls it) the terms are irrelevant. Allowance, getting out of our own way is key to success here. Stop over analyzing everything from the perspective of ego. (Talking to myself here.) Yet on a deeper healing level, observing, observing the supposed negative, feelings, and attitudes and learning from them. Concepts I have had for many years, yet this year more than prior years I had clarity.
I am indeed fortunate and blessed to have my sister, she is just such a good person. She always sees the bright side of life, and keeps me on point with being honest with myself. Someone that suggest I do my homework and get off of Word Press, or Facebook. I wish everybody had the blessings I have with family and friends.
This year I got to return to Los Angeles and see my many, and close friends. That was so awesome. I was so very happy. All in all, it was a very good year. I truly look forward for the coming year and I feel that the world is waking up and changing as well. I remain positive and hopeful for Earth but either way I move forward.
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